I know this wasn’t suppose to be like this. Me being so far from you on your special day. But believe me when i say that you are indeed very close to my heart; hell i ll even say you are my heart babe. I often think about going on and removing my past but if that means losing all the memories with you then na aah no chance. Because you make my life worth living for. From the second i met you i knew there was something that connected us…something unexplainable…something only you and i can understand. That something is the most cherished thing i have now. I won’t talk about how much i love you or what i can do for you cause those are superficial things and you already know their answers. I just want to say that this won’t change…these feelings…never. i will hold this bond within me till i die and i fully intend to carry it to other life as well. You are my soul…my heart…my everything. This is not a friendship or any relationship….it’s like everythingship. Something that is your everything…cause you are my everything. I could be pennyless or i could be the weakest person on this damn earth but when i see you happy and smiling it makes me feel like i am the strongest and richest individual on this planet. You make me better and i could just hope that i do the same for you. People say they would die for their love and you know i would die in a heartbeat for you but isn’t that too mainstream? I want to live for you. I want to carry this love till eternity. I want to show that this is not common…this us is not something that is shared by other people….this is different. We are different. Even if you get to be with diffetent people in my heart i know that you are the one for me. It’s beyond explainable and beyond imaginable what you are to me. And if i had one last wish in this life i would wish it for your happiness. I really love you man and no one can stop that! And damn i miss you. It’s been like what 16 days and i still remember our last embrace. I never wanted to end that hug. But hey…you know the best part? This distance makes me want to be with you even more and that’s a good thing right? I love you janam and i just want you to be happy and think of me beside you cause i am always with you. Have the happiest birthday ? i purple you!