Thoughts

Blueberry

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Thousands of words, plathora of phrases, and infinte thoughts are always surrounding your mind. You tend to be known for saying the wisest in difficult situations but what happens when you find your self in a flutter of emotions, a sitaution where your heart beats ferociously? You get tongue tied. Normally where you would throw complicated sentences at the opponent would now be the opposite where you find it hard to string mere simple words. Why does it happen? Does the fear of being in love that haunting? To go through that set of emotions where you can think of yourself as refelection of their soul. A mirror that reflects your better side. That fear of having someone reflect you in that intimate way makes you vurnerable. In that single moment you experience the trauma of all those tears and haunting nights that made your life torture. You get panicked…scared maybe that what if you get to experience those again? The mere terror of that thought trembles your heart. You cannot go through that agony again but does that mean that you dont get a chance at being loved and being happy? You do. You most certainly do. That end of tunnel that you were longing for always..is that it? Is that the light you have been looking for through darkness. How could you know? The only shot that you have is to embrace it and find it for yourself. Maybe you ll find that love that you deserve… maybe it’s far better than the ones you experienced in your life. The only way to know is to give yourself the faith and courage that yes you can take a risk and yes you can be happy. So go ahead and embrace it having full belief that it is what you have longed for your whole life. It is that ray of light that will demolish the sadness and darkness in your heart. And it is that glue that might fix your broken heart pieces. So take a leap and have faith. Just like when you go out and order a new ice cream flavour and it turns out the best one you had…..i ll have a blueberry cone please 💜

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An impulsive and impatient personality who has the most bizarre ideas related to this world and beyond. I sketch , paint and write to burn my thoughts, this is the only thing i feel peace at.I am an avid dreamer in the day, an aspiring novelist by the night, hopeless romantic & a certified bookworm. Books provide me an escape from this world , aside from that i am a boxer, who loves to knock out teeth for anger release. And yeah football is my passion!

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