A lot of times when we are busy with our lives , so busy that we don’t have time to stop for even a glass of water. We somehow get stuck in a wirlwind and loose our train of thoughts. Those flahbacks drag our conscience back to that moment when those promises were made that felt empty now. Reviving what was said that time , 11 August 2017
“m m really sorry yr k mn har bar tmy bht hurt krta hun aur tang bhi bht krta hun par pta ni kun har bar sorry bhi krta hun aur pher pta ni kasy itna tmry kareeb bhi ajata hun chipko ho jata hun aur pta ni kun aur kasy har bar tmy hurt bhi krta hun par ye sub hony k bad sach btaon tu mn khud ko bhi bht hurt krta hun guilty feel hoti hai shame feel krta hun k tmry liye wo sab feelings bhi rkhta hun aur tmy hurt bhi krta hun halanky mjy aisy ni krna chye jab tmry liye itni feelings bhi rkhta hun tu pher mjy tmy kbi hurt ni krna chye I swear sach btaon mn phly bhi tmri side sy sochta tha par last 2 days mn mny khud ko tmri jaga rkh kar dkha aur bht deep feel kia k tm kitny tough time sy guzri ho aur tm ny life ka aik lamba arsa itna tough guzara hai lowgon ny tmy hurt kia aur cheat bhi ab khud ko tmri side pe rkha tu I swear itna shame feel hua aur guilty feel kra hun k baki itny lowgon ny tmy hurt kia aur mn bhi bhala un jasa bn jaon k tmy har bar hurt krun? jab tmry liye itni feelings bhi rkhta aur tmy apna bhi smjhta hun tu i guess mera haq ni bnta k mn tmy hurt krun mn tmry sath frndship mn aur un sab feelings mn bhi bht sincere hun aur mn aur zada sincere bhi hona chta hun last 2 days bht shame feel kia bht guilty hua k jahan bakion ny tmy hurt kia mn bhi unhi ki trha hurt kra hun par L**** i swear mjy shuru din sy aik janoon hai aur mn isi kohsish mn lga rha aur lga rehta hun k ksi trha khud ko tmry liye perfect bnaon perfect is sense mn k tmy kbi hurt na krun aur tm sy sincere rhun sincerity wala tu mny achieve krlia par I dont know kun mj sy ye har bar kun ho jata hai k tmy hurt krdeta hun par I swear jis trha ksi insan ko koi bht hi koi qeemti chez mil jae aur wo jis trha uski care krta hai sab lowgon sy chupa kar rkhta k kahin kho na jae I swear tm mery liye us insan ki us qeemti chez sy kahin zada precious ho sach btaon jab sy tm meri life mn ai ho ab koi dosra nazar ni ata aur din raat tmra khyal dimag mn rehta hai aur mjy dkho un sab feelings hony k bad bhi tmy itna qeemti smjny k bad bhi mn har bar kitna kamina bn jata hun tmy hurt krdeta hun I swear aisa feel hota hai k agar ksi trha mn khud apny hi samny ajata sach mn mn usy mar mar kar jan nikal deta uski k L**** k liye feelings bhi rkhty hu usy apna sab kuch smjty ho aur pher usy hurt bhi krty ho par tm hamesha forgive krti rhi mjy yr agar ho sky tu maaf krdena aur plz plz aik request hai dua krna k Allah mjy kuch aisa bna de k at least tmy kbi hurt na krun pta ni kun ho jata hai ye sab aur bad mn khud ko bhi bht hurt krta hun shaid ye hamry darmian lrain aur ye sab is liye hota hai k hamary stars opposite hain cancer aur gemini ki kbi ni bnti par dkho hum almost 2 sy zada saal ho gye hain hum ye hamesha sy ye stars wla wrong prove krty ary hain aur ye prove kr rhy hain k gemini aur cancer bht achy aur best friends ever ho skty hain aur InshAllah hum hamesha best friends rhen gy bhaly duniya mn kahin bhi chaly jaen hamri friendship perfect hai aur hamesha rhy gi ye sirf hope ni hai ye mera yaqeen hai k na kbi tm mery dil sy niklo gi na kbi hamri dosti khtm hogi pta ni agy hamari kitni lrain hun gi par Allah kry wo sab lrain kbi na hun Ameen aaj khud ko tmri jaga rkh kar deeply socha aur feel kia aur guilty feel kia k bakion ki trha tmy hurt aur tang krta rehta hun
tm meri best best best best friend ho jis ko alfaz mn bayan ni kia ja skta tmy khony sy bachany k liye mjy bhaly kuch bhi khona pry mn ready hun sab kuch chor kr tmy prefer krun ga yrr plz plz mery liye dua krna k ksi trha meri ye tmy hurt krny wali buri gandi kamini adat chot jae mera ye kamina pan khtm ho jae tmy hurt krny wla kun k meri ye kamini adat hi mjy har bar tm sy door krti hai aur tmy hurt krti hai Allah kry meri ye adat ksi trha khtm ho jae aur tmry liye aik acha dost banon aur mn tmry liye hamesha sincere rhun aur InshAllah rhun ga bhi bhaly tym kasa hi kun na ajae koi meri sincerity aur feelings aur hamari dosti ka kuch ni begar skta tm meri bhhhhhhttt achi dost ho tm sy bht zada attach hun aur tm sy hi rhun ga mera promise hai you are my preciuos diamond I swear tm mery liye aik diamond ho jo puri duniya mn one and only hai ye sirf kehny wali bat ni hai mn tmy diamond kehta hun tu tm mery liye I swear aik diamond sy bhi barh kar ho
my best best best best friend L**** aur hum ye sab ko prove kr k dkhaen gy k frndship sirf kuch dinon ya kuch salon ki ni hoti blky ye sari zindagi chalti hai bs Allah kary ksi trha meri ye tmy hurt krny wali adat sy meri jan chot jae aur trmy liye aik acha dost bn skon L**** my best friend ever and foreverreally sorry yr k mn har bar tmy bht hurt krta hun aur tang bhi bht krta hun par pta ni kun har bar sorry bhi krta hun aur pher pta ni kasy itna tmry kareeb bhi ajata hun chipko ho jata hun aur pta ni kun aur kasy har bar tmy hurt bhi krta hun par ye sub hony k bad sach btaon tu mn khud ko bhi bht hurt krta hun guilty feel hoti hai shame feel krta hun k tmry liye wo sab feelings bhi rkhta hun aur tmy hurt bhi krta hun halanky mjy aisy ni krna chye jab tmry liye itni feelings bhi rkhta hun tu pher mjy tmy kbi hurt ni krna chye I swear sach btaon mn phly bhi tmri side sy sochta tha par last 2 days mn mny khud ko tmri jaga rkh kar dkha aur bht deep feel kia k tm kitny tough time sy guzri ho aur tm ny life ka aik lamba arsa itna tough guzara hai lowgon ny tmy hurt kia aur cheat bhi ab khud ko tmri side pe rkha tu I swear itna shame feel hua aur guilty feel kra hun k baki itny lowgon ny tmy hurt kia aur mn bhi bhala un jasa bn jaon k tmy har bar hurt krun? jab tmry liye itni feelings bhi rkhta aur tmy apna bhi smjhta hun tu i guess mera haq ni bnta k mn tmy hurt krun mn tmry sath frndship mn aur un sab feelings mn bhi bht sincere hun aur mn aur zada sincere bhi hona chta hun last 2 days bht shame feel kia bht guilty hua k jahan bakion ny tmy hurt kia mn bhi unhi ki trha hurt kra hun par L**** i swear mjy shuru din sy aik janoon hai aur mn isi kohsish mn lga rha aur lga rehta hun k ksi trha khud ko tmry liye perfect bnaon perfect is sense mn k tmy kbi hurt na krun aur tm sy sincere rhun sincerity wala tu mny achieve krlia par I dont know kun mj sy ye har bar kun ho jata hai k tmy hurt krdeta hun par I swear jis trha ksi insan ko koi bht hi koi qeemti chez mil jae aur wo jis trha uski care krta hai sab lowgon sy chupa kar rkhta k kahin kho na jae I swear tm mery liye us insan ki us qeemti chez sy kahin zada precious ho sach btaon jab sy tm meri life mn ai ho ab koi dosra nazar ni ata aur din raat tmra khyal dimag mn rehta hai aur mjy dkho un sab feelings hony k bad bhi tmy itna qeemti smjny k bad bhi mn har bar kitna kamina bn jata hun tmy hurt krdeta hun I swear aisa feel hota hai k agar ksi trha mn khud apny hi samny ajata sach mn mn usy mar mar kar jan nikal deta uski k L**** k liye feelings bhi rkhty hu usy apna sab kuch smjty ho aur pher usy hurt bhi krty ho par tm hamesha forgive krti rhi mjy yr agar ho sky tu maaf krdena aur plz plz aik request hai dua krna k Allah mjy kuch aisa bna de k at least tmy kbi hurt na krun pta ni kun ho jata hai ye sab aur bad mn khud ko bhi bht hurt krta hun shaid ye hamry darmian lrain aur ye sab is liye hota hai k hamary stars opposite hain cancer aur gemini ki kbi ni bnti par dkho hum almost 2 sy zada saal ho gye hain hum ye hamesha sy ye stars wla wrong prove krty ary hain aur ye prove kr rhy hain k gemini aur cancer bht achy aur best friends ever ho skty hain aur InshAllah hum hamesha best friends rhen gy bhaly duniya mn kahin bhi chaly jaen hamri friendship perfect hai aur hamesha rhy gi ye sirf hope ni hai ye mera yaqeen hai k na kbi tm mery dil sy niklo gi na kbi hamri dosti khtm hogi pta ni agy hamari kitni lrain hun gi par Allah kry wo sab lrain kbi na hun Ameen aaj khud ko tmri jaga rkh kar deeply socha aur feel kia aur guilty feel kia k bakion ki trha tmy hurt aur tang krta rehta hun
tm meri best best best best friend ho jis ko alfaz mn bayan ni kia ja skta tmy khony sy bachany k liye mjy bhaly kuch bhi khona pry mn ready hun sab kuch chor kr tmy prefer krun ga yrr plz plz mery liye dua krna k ksi trha meri ye tmy hurt krny wali buri gandi kamini adat chot jae mera ye kamina pan khtm ho jae tmy hurt krny wla kun k meri ye kamini adat hi mjy har bar tm sy door krti hai aur tmy hurt krti hai Allah kry meri ye adat ksi trha khtm ho jae aur tmry liye aik acha dost banon aur mn tmry liye hamesha sincere rhun aur InshAllah rhun ga bhi bhaly tym kasa hi kun na ajae koi meri sincerity aur feelings aur hamari dosti ka kuch ni begar skta tm meri bhhhhhhttt achi dost ho tm sy bht zada attach hun aur tm sy hi rhun ga mera promise hai you are my preciuos diamond I swear tm mery liye aik diamond ho jo puri duniya mn one and only hai ye sirf kehny wali bat ni hai mn tmy diamond kehta hun tu tm mery liye I swear aik diamond sy bhi barh kar ho
my best best best best friend L**** aur hum ye sab ko prove kr k dkhaen gy k frndship sirf kuch dinon ya kuch salon ki ni hoti blky ye sari zindagi chalti hai bs Allah kary ksi trha meri ye tmy hurt krny wali adat sy meri jan chot jae aur trmy liye aik acha dost bn skon L**** my best friend ever and forever. ”
So which one’s are legit , these deep heart piercing words or those stone cold cuttings that were slapped right at the face?
