Funny part about betrayal is that it never comes from strangers, only from the people you love, people who occupy your heart and soul. You think that you have given them everything you have yet they still lurk out for more. And sometimes they not only want affection, money but they want you to bear their demons too. And after each episode of terror they beg you to take them back and apologize halfheartedly that they won’t do it again. Yet the bruises on your arms and cheeks always witness that they won’t stop. Loving someone does not give them the right to abuse you. In that moment of anger they always forget the thousands of times you helped them to stand on their feet, paid people to back off, bear their disgusting addict habits and always standing by them. Just because you fell in love with their split personality. Saying that it won’t happen again cannot bring someone back infinite times, cause eventually their mind starts to retaliate the abuse and their love fades away. They say how can someone’s love fades away with a slap, or pushing them roughly when they gave you flowers just that morning and maybe they ll get you chocolates or cards after that episode when things cool down. After all you are suppose to bear the good and bad parts right? No it doesn’t have to be that way , throw that piece of shit away. He is not worth that. Abuse doesn’t mean the bad part it is the evil part. You should bear the bad parts but not evil parts. Push them out of your lives and label them as “Dead” and make sure when someone asks of them you say, “Oh , He died in an accident”. It’s not rude its just survival.